I have never been one to take the easy path. I don’t know why. What if it is because I have needed to learn something from one of my past lives–to heal from a past trauma, to open my eyes, to break an engrained pattern? What I do know know is that in the life I am currently living, I am stubborn as hell! I find myself very resistant to anything outside of the “norm” society teaches.
The conflict I have is I am also very much wanting to have “powers”. I have since I was a child. I have been obsessed with the occult, fantasy, sci fi, all that kind of stuff.
Every single person on this earth will experience their awakening differently. Because I am writing about my personal journey, my words speak only for my experience. Through my spiritual awakening, I realize that those things are real–in a sense. For instance, when you consider, I have learned that as humans, we can only do so many things with our powers. Our souls, when in human form, are not able to do all of the super powerful things they can do outside of this plane.
HOWEVER, we can experience our super powers with practice.
For me, my empathic abilities and intuition are strong. I know things. My connection to energy is something I have always had. I know when someone is upset. I know when someone is sad. I know when people are lying. I know when someone will call, or when they are near. I have always had these powers, but I chalked it up to being good at reading people. It wasn’t until I was awakened that I knew these were my gifts–my super powers.
In my journey, I have awakened many times. MANY TIMES. Like I said earlier, I always take the hard path:
I awaken, then I reject it.
I awaken, and I am so ready, then I reject it.
Time and time again, I reject what I feel, what I know to be true, and my programming takes over, and I push it away.
Over the course of a few years, my mentor, Christine Contini has been so very patient with me. She has helped me realize I am ready in my own time. She has loved me, assisted me, and shown me everything I needed. For lack of a better term, Christine has raised me to grow into my awakening. I am forever grateful to her.
One day, I will share details of my experiences, but for now, I wanted you to see that my journey is just beginning, and I can’t wait to share my experiences with you all. My wish is that through the New Earth Network platform I can continue to grow and to share my journey with the world. I hope that my experiences can help you and others in any stage of your journey.
In our room on Clubhouse one of our listeners said something that I think is so fitting for this:
“You’ve got to believe in magic to see it.”
I am looking forward to getting to know each of you! Follow your heart, and please reach out to anyone of us if you have questions! We each offer unique insights and are happy to help! -Aubrie Nixon